havent been blogging since agessss!!

i actually signed in alot of times..but didnt manage to post any entry..due to

- this xanga..i wonder did you'll face the problem as i m..my pc, perhaps my internet line seems to hate xanga!! everytime i wanna open xanga it took yearsss to load it!! WHY?? hahah i hav no patient la wei!! or is it xanga is only for those with patient?? my gosh!!

- mood is the thing..everytime i hav this zillions of things in my mind to blog bout..everytime while i'm waiting for it to load..the mood went bad!! hahahah so..blame it to my patient again!! and currently i'm not in the mood coz i'm hungry!! hahahaha..waiting for 9 30 then dimsum!! yea mood,, i need it to blog~

- feeling bad coz i will be spending unecessary time on this not-so-important things..coz i hav had exam ma..but finished d!! athought i was doing nothing..but then still felt tht the time shouldnt be spent here..hahah

- i'm still struggling with this xanga!! i'm so not independant..you know..i hate setting up something, eg, this blog, facebook..lots of help were given on friendster,, and can anyone plz plz plz tell me how to get to the setting?? i am looking for it for like few minutes d!! still cant find it..i need to reno my blog la....you must know..I AM IMPATIENT!!!

so..in short..the patient is the main problem..the rest can blame it to the internet line and yea timing!! its jz wrong timing!!

okay

let me list down stuff tht i hav to talk bout first..

- my birthday celebration

- before and after exam shiit

- some stories told by the pastor in churh

- future

-friends

-rubik cube

ehhh..not much eh..it suppose to be a lot..how come...coz i did sign in alot of time you know..to blog

okay..

i want my blog to look fancy la..you know..i want to record my life..like writing history... been reading alot of others' blog..their life..its like a movie..the pictures is in my mind..

i wanted to blog soo much..but i hav NO PATIENT!!! arghhh..

and i'm not so smart..ahahhahhaha in other word 'gong' ..i mean in setting up stuff la..

okay!!

some thanksgiving..

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING MY HEAVENLY FATHER!! for the strength..for loving me so much..for always being by my side during those hard times, always..always, thanks tht i'm here..thank you for your love..

YOU will always be the priority..the no.1 in my life..your love is far more than enough..

you are The Way, The Truth, and The Life

In Jesus Name..AMEN

i always say tht

'i wouldn't mind if my life ends now..'

it's still the same..i really wont mind!! i AM exhauseted!!

i wish..someday

oneday..i will feel that i MIND if my life ends now..

i wish, someday, someone or something will make me care so much that i would MIND my life ends now..

that would be the day i......

please lord, lead me..guide me..bless me with widsom..

phew..first blog of THIS account.. i got a few one before when i was 13 or 14 but already forgot bout the password and bla bla...hah whutever.. but i still hope someday i might recall the account password..still wanna see whut do i think when i was stupid 13..hahhaha

as a opening of this account...i guess i will write a loooong one for this post..hahahhaa..got lots to cry out bout..hahhaa so stay cool readiing them..

its june now..it means i am in college for 5 months already..i would say college is fun but i hate it..hahah get whut i mean?? haha...the fun thing bout college is tht i dun need to wake up at 5 30.. and i get to skip classes whenever i like..i know its bad..but i cant help it..wahahhaa..and i get to drive everywhere for lunch instead of hanging in the same old place.. cafeteria is comfortable but the food sucks..hahah...the library is small but adequate..with lots of knowledge-full books..but i can hardly understand one..thts y i will only flip through those books but never bring them home..hahah..as a conclusion i would say my school is tiny..where you need to pack into the world slowest elevator to get to the LR..hhaha..and you have to park your car at the ' gui di fang' if there is no more lot...

for the past few months i've been thru 1 quiz 1 assessment and 1 midterm exam...i would say i did them stupidly..ahahah..but good news i passed my malaysian studies with a 'B'...hahha i get a '6C' for sejarah in spm you know..as the standard is higher in HSC but i sitll get a 'B' for it..i din even finish 1 chap of the book and i get a 'B' wqahahhahaha....but in malaysian studies it is more general..and i crap eveything in the paper as if i was the one who wrote the history..hahah...and i get a B!! hahah it is easy for tht but not the other papers..i did them badly for the last assessment..shiitt...i know i swear tht i would get serious in studies this year..but see whut i did..haizz,,,but i really did get serious in homework as i never touch any of them in highschool.hahha.. reportss..never ending reportss..i hate them!! thanks god tht i jz picked 2 sciences...or else there will be moooorreee reports...but i have to comfess i never do them by myself..i usually get some 'help' from my buddies..haahaa..but but but but...it still take some time to do you know...

wahahha..byebye..i know i stop in a sudden..but who cares!!!